MELODY MAKER MAY 21, 1988
HOME ON THE RANGE
What is Goth and what is Goff? And why are Fields Of The
Nephilim the biggest Goffs of all? On the eve of a British tour and with a
new magnum opus, 'Moonchild,' about to be released, the Nephs meet The
Stud Brothers to iron out a few mysteries.
"It's not as meteoric as you might think. We've been going for
four years," says Tony wearily.
"When it happened though," interjects Carl, "it was a sudden rise."
The depth of Carl's spoken voice - a depth that,
from others, would naturally suggest a depth of experience, a
worldliness, a brooding - sounds a little too inquisitive, a
little too naïve. Freed from the rigours of metre and melody,
he lacks pace. His songs led us to expect he would employ a more
measured tone. But Carl, even pitched, bowel-deep, sounds overly
earnest... in a way, his ponderous Stevenage cockney mirrors the
elocutionary decline of the Gothic form. From Goth to Goff.
Nevertheless, Fields Of The Nephilim continue to fascinate. They may, as
we once said of The Mission, seek to replace the rule of light
with the sparkle of baubles. They may even believe light and sparkle are
much of a muchness. What's certain, though, is that Goff, even at its
most illiterate and puerile, even when it deliberately curries favour
with the very ungothic Eskimo-Yob-Brotherhood Of The
Nephilim contingent, like Goth, is still impervious to deflation
by irony and overfamiliarity.
This is basically because goth, having formulated a coherent iconography
by going to primary sources - Lovecraft, Poe, the Stones circa "Let It
Bleed" and Byron - built a theatre in which all participants were expert
costumers and choreographers as well as performers in a drama all the more
exciting because it was "forbidden" to "ordinary" people. And Goff, even
though it relies unquestionably on the secondary source (Sisters
Mach 1), and imitates the calligraphy (a descent into taboo) without
understanding the words, still shares the same costumes, the
same paraphernalia.
"I dunno," says Carl, the worlds most famous Goff. "We felt we had a
pretty uncool image, to be honest. We used to wear a lot of things that
were associated with the western myth so we found it quite uncool.
We chose those clothes purposely because they were practical so, in a way,
we didn't feel like it was an image. I don't think our success is due to
that, I Think what our music represents has still got a feeling
that appeals to the black haired spiky audience."
Fields Of The Nephilim's music is both prudent and idealising. Prunent
because it's essentially and necessarily morbid and idealising because not
only do the Nephs cling tenaciously and somewhat nostalgically to the idea
of "The Song" and its ability to move, but also their lyric, morbid as it
is, implies an ideal eroticism only to be found in
some illicit emotion beyond.
Their songs, like the new single 'Moonchild', begin slowly as
if lubricating the passage through which revelation will later follow.
They don't so much accelerate as gather momentum, the sound growing, the
tension pointing invariably towards some climax. This they hold off for as
long as possible within the context of the verse-chorus song (actually not
that long). But, when it comes, it does literally come, a great ecstatic
orgasm from Byron's own bollocks. At this point, Carl's stentorian tone is
near breaking with the sheer euphoria of it all.
They are, of course, immensely silly. But that, true as it is, doesn't
explain their immense appeal, why they are the world's leading Goffs.
"I suppose it's just another alternative," says Tony, who's obviously been
reading too much Steve Sutherland. "I mean, you've got the other side of
Indie - the pop bands - and you've got the normal everyday people into Bon
Jovi and all the chart stuff. We're just another alternative
to that, I suppose. There's not many people doing what we're doing."
"I think," says Carl, "the people who follow us are pretty much into the
same circle of bands. And I think all those bands were honest when
they started out, they were really
just playing for themselves, you know. The Mission and all
that clan. I suppose they found us because we're doing a similar sort of
thing really. Our music's not pop, it's not music to dance to. There are a
lot of different feelings in our music, it's got extremes, you
know - sadness, violence and aggression."
"When we're playing live," adds Tony, "we can see it all just watching the
audience. It ranges from people really fighting down the
front, blood everywhere, to people dancing, to people standing."
The world's leading Goff group are sitting in a Kebab house
just off Berwick street, Soho. Being Goffs, the Nephs look perfectly at
ease sitting in a Kebab House.
We're talking about fighting which, though a very ungothic pastime,
is very, very Goff. In fact, when Goffs aren't sitting
on one another's shoulders, raising their arms aloft, wiggling fingers and
making funny snakey movements, there's nothing they like better than
clenching their snakey fingers into a less than snakey fist and driving it
with commendable force and accuracy into another Goff's temple.
"I don't mind it personally, " says Carl.
"It doesn't seem to bother the people getting smacked about either,"
adds Tony. "You see them drinking in the bar afterwards with their
nose wrapped round their ear, but they're all friends anyway."
"I think
they enjoy the competition between rival factions, their pecking orders."
Do you enjoy violence?
"Enjoy violence?"
Well, say, images of violence.
"Images of violence, definitely," says Tony.
"Watching violent films definitely."
"If it really gets perverted then it's not so much
fun, " warns Carl. "Revenge and that sort of thing, that's good though."
"Films like 'Lethal Weapon' or 'Taxi Driver'," explains Pete, "have a lot
of violence but thought's gone into them as well. Gratuitous violence
is another kettle of fish."
Of course, fighting and snakedancing aren't the only things Goffs get
up to. Having successfully prepared a cult for themselves that, to all
intents and purposes, works on a fortress of confinement (which is fine by
them, they want to remain inside, under siege), the gigs they attend - all
About Eve (not Goff), The Mission (not strictly Goff), Rose Of Avalanche
(Goff) and naturally Fields of the Nephilim (strictly Goff) - are by
no means simple gigs. They are events, vital entries in a social
calendar compiled from the music papers' news pages. Because Goffs,
in their desperation to find some rock community in the confusion of the
Eighties, to free themselves of the overwhelming tyranny of freedom of
choice, to kick against and eventually transcend rock's current unbearable
degree of individuality have quite literally created a community. When
Carl talks about a pecking order, he's exactly right. It's a pecking order
dictated by how much or how little time you spend perpetuating the idea of
the community. The hierarchy is, like so many hierarchies, based
on spending-power. Those who can afford to see The Mission in Budapest
or Belgrade inevitably wield some authority over their peers. And anyone
fortunate enough to know Carl, Wayne, Julianne or that bloke from Rose
Of Avalanche on first name terms is somehow thought to
be 'better'. (Remember, not everyone thinks Wayne's an asshole.)
Though it's certain many, if not all Goffs have chosen to remove
themselves from the chaos of English pluralism, it's not so certain why
they should have, in such large numbers, elected Carl McCoy as their
leader-figure as opposed to, say, that bloke from Rose of Avalanche.
Carl reckons it's to do with his feelings and the way he communicates them.
Unfortunately, when pressed, even in one of those contraptions that turn
motor vehicles into small steel cubes, Carl will not talk.
Come on, Carl.
"I always tried to delve into other areas, you know. I had a quite odd
upbringing. My mother was religious, Christian, and my other
parent was quite opposite, more interested in the occult. When I was
younger, I had a few experiences with that and it opened my
mind right up. I think my childhood made me very independent."
We, having mislaid our car-crushing contraption, instead have to rely upon
stimulating the imagination.
You'll be onstage tonight and you're going to be looking out
into the audience and some particularly beautiful girl is going to catch
your eye...
"Doubt it."
Let's just presume yes. What would you like her to think of when she
sees you? What fantasy would you like to induce in her?
"Well," says Carl, "I don't pick people out. I just look
straight through them so I can't imagine that."
"What? Fantasy?" asks Pete.
Yes. FANTASY. What would you like them to go
home and dream about,. You can be very precise about this.
"I'll get a punch in the face off my girlfriend if I say that. I
would, I tell you," says Tony, with a laugh.
It's a hypothetical question, Tony. Oh dear, that's normally such a good
one. We normally get such dirty little stories from people.
Still, we'll try another tack.
What makes you sad, Carl?
"What makes me sad?"
Yeah, you.
"Living in the world as it is. I don't like it. I don't like people."
What don't you like about it?
"I don't like nothing about it. Nothing at all."
But there must be moments when you enjoy yourself,
dontcha? Otherwise you'd die of depression.
Is suicide an option?
"No, that would be selfish."
Do you enjoy being and being seen to be depressed?
"I don't like to be seen depressed. I'm not a depressing person, I don't
think. But, when I'm on my own, I am more, I suppose."
It's a romantic idea though, isn't it? The idea of robing yourself in...
"What? Feeling sorry for yourself?"
Sort of.
"No, I don't feel sorry for myself."
Well, not just feeling sorry for yourself, but the sort of Raymond
Chandler "down those mean streets a man must go who is not himself
mean." That sort of stuff.
"Sounds a bit like a film fantasy to me."
Precisely. But that is, in a way what you do isn't it? You take
emotions and attempt to give them a cinematic context.
"Yeah," interjects Pete and our hearts leap, "but I don't know if what
you're saying is we play on those emotions," and our hearts sink, "because
we don't. We don't just conjure it up. There has to be something there
in the first place."
What we're really getting at is whether you see yourselves as the heroic
protagonists in a drama of emotional extremes.
"We have to think about that kind of thing," says Carl, "because we make
videos and you do start imagining the visuals in songs. But, before that,
we didn't think that so much. I mean, that sounds like totally escaping
into a fantasy world."
It is. But when you were nailed to the cross in the 'Blue Water' vid,
wasn't that a bit...
"Well, that video went out of our control anyway, it went out of our
hands. That wasn't our fault. It was very dramatic, cheap,
if you like. Hammer horror."
Tony looks dolefully up from his lager. "We had a lot of ideas for
that video. We was gutted."
At this point we should say we rather like Fields Of The Nephilim, one
reason being that very same video. We liked it because it was so
absolutely out of control, it had a megalomanical quality that seemed to
suit the Neph's feelings for Ennio Morricone's music. People might
accuse them, because of trivial matters like the famous crucifixion scene,
of a vicarious escapism. We see it differently. The sheer sadism
that provoked the scene suggests s wallowing in life.
"Well," says Carl, "a lot of people might wanna do that. But I don't wanna
wallow in life because I don't enjoy it at all. I genuinely feel lost."
When was the first time you felt lost, Carl?
"I've always felt a bit lost. I've never felt totally lonely with people
or anything like that. I've never wimped out and sat in the corner. I
always get on with people but, inside, I feel quite lost."
Do you all get along together.
"We're all friends," says Tony, "and we need each other. I don't think
we'd ever be able to get anyone else in."
Yes, but is it a familial relationship?
"Yeah, because we've lived away from everyone else for a long time."
An endearing vision of the Family Nephilim floats momentarily before our
eyes. Carly, Petey, Pauly, Tony and Noddy, dressed raffishly in
dusty, black jim-jams, queue neatly outside the bathroom, each patiently
awaiting his turn to scrub the baccy juice off his toothipegs.
Alternatively, we see them tucked up in a king-sized
bed, a mud-caked blanket drawn snugly up to stubble, their malevolent
yellow contact-lenses almost hidden beneath dirty black night-caps.
So who plays Daddy?
"No, it's not like that," says Carl. "Everyone lets everyone get on with
what they wanna do."
You don't say much do you, you're not very precise.
"Well, a lot of what I might say would sound corny talking about it now.
Whereas in a song, I can impress on somebody my true feelings. I think I
become my real self onstage,."
How much ego is there onstage?
"I don't think there's a lot of ego really."
Isn't there even that arrogance that goes along with being a white-faced
rock'n'roll gypsy.
"I hate that," says Pete. "I've never really liked that Keith Richards
attitude and I don't think any of us have really. You know, you go
on stage looking wasted and everybody likes you because you are wasted."
"We stay straight, you know," Carl adds forcefully.
It's this kind of thing that makes the Nephs quintessentially Goff, the
punky anti-ego posturing, the post-punk need to stay straight.
Goth was about as egocentric as rock comes; the pallor and red
eyes suggested an almost neurotic indulgence in the self; the depth of the
voice implied a barrel of baritone experience, a sensual and
cerebral dimension of terrible proportions; the dry ice, so reminiscent of
graveyard fog, suggested an alchemy only those onstage were a party to.
And, of course, the Goths were laughing, because so much of that
is ridiculous.
Goffs employ all the signifiers without knowing what's being signified.
Goff replaced Jack Daniels with dust, speed with spurs, Shelly with Sergio
Leone, irony with dirty jokes. Goff is pure humourless image.
What are you like inside?
"Dirty. Filthy. I'm just, uh... this is when it gets personal again, isn't
it?"
Not necessarily.
"I'm a person... I do a hell of a lot of being on
my own and thinking. I think I'm probably hard to live with because
I've got some strange interests."
As we vainly push Carl towards something more specific, for the second
time in the evening spectres of what might float uncertainly
before our eyes. What is it, we ponder? What diabolical, filthy thing is
it that provokes this silence?
Is it that Carl, the shadow on the edges of bourgeois culture, the
black, socially-deprived deviant who, as his mother shrieks prophetic
verses from Isaiah and his father sits silently and studiously
over The Necronomicon, is tortured by the eternal dichotomy of
good and evil?
Or is it that Carl's silence hides a displaced sexual anxiety that, in its
turn, masks an uneasy meditation that is nothing less than a rehearsal for
the inevitable encounter with death? Is it that he reads Knave? Or, worse,
Razzle?
Or is it that Carl, the survivor, who many believe contemplates,
even contacts, those tenebrous creature perhaps lurking at the rim
of the Universe, also enjoys standing on the edge of
Platform Thirteen, Clapham Junction, clutching a jotter bound
in human skin, ready and willing to record the best Network South East has
to offer?
Whatever it is it's unspeakable.
"I just like to do what I wanna do. I'm selfish about giving my emotions
away."
Fields Of the Nephilim are the compensation that some 18 year old pop fans
rewarded themselves with at the level of imagination for what they lost at
the level of faith. Choice has a tendency to disinherit us of faith.
Fields Of the Nephilim are not The Young Gods, they're to do
with inventing an "other" pop, neither are they particularly revivalist in
the way, say, Kingdom Come, are. They are, in fact, to do with inverting
elements of pop, recombining its constitutive features
to produce something that, to some, appears, strange
(but not difficult), unfamiliar (but time-honoured and therefore not
estranging) and, some, absolutely "other" and "different".
"Most people go through some pretty hideous things," ends Carl, "but
they don't feel the need to stand up onstage and sing about them. It's a
good way to do it though, it's easy. It's probably the only way to do
it without people thinking you're a lunatic. Even if, when you are
up onstage, half the people don't understand anyway."
Fields Of the Nephilim are touring now under the banner of "The Mark
Of The Watchman". In case you didn't know, "The Watchmen"
is a comic written by Alan Moore tracing the rise and fall of the costumed
adventure. It was all over in 1968.
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